Always Alone

I walk down this road. Alone. Everyday. Alone. I think of life. I think of love. But I'm alone. Always alone.

In the rain I walk down this road. Alone. I feel no one. I hear no one. But I can hear faint whispers falling from the sky. The raindrops are talking. And yet I'm alone. Always Alone.

In the wind I walk down this road. Alone. There's no one here. There's no one there. I hear the voices again. Only they're louder now. They're running through my hair. Brushing against my face. The cool air blows against my back. I then realized the air is talking. But I'm alone. Always Alone.

In the thunder I walk down this road. Alone. Nobody's with me. No one's beside me. And they're back. The voices. They're stronger and louder. Now they're talking loudly to me. It's syncopated with my heart. The beating rhythm is speaking. It has life in it. I'm still alone. Always alone.

In the lightening I walk down this road. Alone. Nobody remembers me. Nobody thinks of me. They're screaming. With rain. With wind. With thunder. Now lightening. A bolt cracked. The lightening lit up this lonely road. The lights flashed. And now nothing. Just lonliness. Always Alone.

You walked down this road. Alone. Everyday. Alone. You thought of life. You thought of love. Wake up. You're dead. You died alone in a lonely crowd. But you're alone. Always alone.

We Feel

You're optimism
Is Shocking.
My depressive realism
Is true.
We're two seperate people,
And yet the same we feel.

You're interests
Are wierd.
My ideas of fun
Are different.
We're two seperate people,
And yet the same we feel.

You're thoughts
Are deep.
My insights
Are strange.
We're two seperate people,
And yet the same we feel.

You're one
With Me
I'm one
With you.
We're suddenly a whole
And yet differently we feel.

Secrets

Verse 1:
So she's lying on her bed
She's wondering why these thoughts keep coming into her head.
Everybody thinks she's fine,
But they don't see the real girl,
Only her lies.

Pre-Chorus:
(Lies) Behind the music.
'Cause she's trying not to show it;
Show the pain inside.

Chorus:
She's just sick of this world
Her life is falling to pieces.
All she knows is pain and sadness.
Oh, will this nightmare ever end?
She needs to find some peace within.
Is there a cure to this madness?

Verse 2:
So now she's cutting her wrists,
And she hides the scars with bracelets.
No one suspects a problem
'Cause no one sees her thoughts,
The ones that she hides.

Pre-Chorus:
(Hides) Behind the music.
'Cause she doesn't wanna show it.
Show the hurt inside.

Chorus:
She's just sick of this world
Her life is falling to pieces.
All she knows is pain and sadness.
Oh, will this nightmare ever end?
She needs to find some peace within.
Is there a cure to this madness?

Verse 3:
She's gettin' tired of lying,
And she's been doin' a lot of crying.
Nobody knows of her tears,
'Cause she keeps them inside,
'Cause those are her fears.

Chorus:
She's just sick of this world
Her life is falling to pieces.
All she knows is pain and sadness.
Oh, will this nightmare ever end?
She needs to find some peace within.
Is there a cure to this madness?

Bridge:
She needs help
But doesn't know where to go.
She wants love
But she only knows sorrow.
She's gonna push the limits tonight.
She's either gonna die or be alright.

Verse 4/Outro:
Now she's got her razor.
She's gonna end the pain tonight.
'Cause she thinks that death will save her.
A beautiful life is lost again,
Will this demise ever end?

None

So I sit here day after day,
Unknown and alone;
Listening to your song a thousand times over,
So when the music stops
I can still hear it eternally playing.
But there was no song.
No noise.
No movement.
No memory.

The Fear

Don't stop loving for the fear of hating.
Don't start hiding for the fear of your unveiling.
And don't stop flying for the fear of falling.

One Last Try

I was the only one who saw you,
when you were walking through the halls.
You thought that everyone just saw right through you,
but you were forgetting about me.
I tried to talk to you,tried to be friends.
But every attempt you're answer was just a shrug.
The last time I saw you,
I decided not to try.
Instead of stopping and talking to you,
I just kept walking by.
Now I lay here ten years later,
and wonder what you would have become,
wonder what your thoughts were when
you took your life that night.
Could have one more "hi" saved your life?
I wonder what would've happened
if I had taken that one last try.

Non-Existent Me

I feel like I'm all alone,
drifting out at sea.
No one can hear my cries,
and no one cares to see.
I wish there was someone with me,
because now that's what I need most.
My thoughts are nearly non-existent,
the only one who hears them,
is the almost non-existent me.

Copyright © Shae at Contrived Hearts